More Spring
Reflections
Watching the trees make their first appearance is my all-time favorite time, when the leaves are so
tiny they look like a ghost of green. Usually that time lasts about three days, but this year it has
lasted a slooooowwwww three weeks, as though the leaves are cautiously peeking out from the branches.
One observation I've made is that the trees that are slowest to leaf this spring are the oaks, the same
sturdy ones that didn't bend or break a twig during the vicious ice storms last winter. I think the oaks
will be the last ones standing no matter what the weather or disaster. Reminds me to honor that quiet,
cautious and strong part of my self.
Mary Schanuel
St. Louis, MO, U.S.
(WWTW May 1995 Delevan WI)
I feel particularly excited about Nature's gift to
me this week. On Monday, I put up a hummingbird
feeder outside the front window of a home where I'm
spending my first spring. An hour after I hung the
feeder, as I sat a few feet away breathing in the
spring air in this small town and listening to the
riotous bird song, who appeared? My first hummer--a
gorgeous male who drank heartily, impervious to my
presence. Wow! The activity has been brisk around
that feeder since and I'm drunk with gratitude.
Wishing each of you your own real or metaphorical
hummingbirds!
Mary Ann Armour
Louisiana, MO, U.S.
(WWTW Delevan WI)
Mmmmmm, earth sisters. How about the way the sun back lights those little green leaf tufts, appearing
like a tree full of green puffs? And the fallen tree flowers, coating my sidewalk in a carpet of pale green.
And if you're lucky enough to live near a relatively undisturbed woods, the spring ephemerals . . . anemone,
bloodroot, jack-in-the-pulpit. My eyes can hardly believe it!
Deb Hoffman
Wisconsin, U.S.
(WWTW June 1990, Delavan, WI)
Since moving to my little "farmette", I've
discovered spring in a new way this year - on many,
many levels. I lived in the "city" since I was born
- always with a dream that someday I would get out
of the rat race and embrace a slower and more
enriching way of life (a way that enriches me). I've
done that - mind you, I didn't say it was an easier
way of life. Living in the country is hard work -
the physical aspect is the obvious way it can take a
toll - the emotional and spiritual work I've done
since moving there in January has been the surprise
I've been looking for in my life for some time.
I get home in the evenings and there is work to be
done. I get home on a Friday night and don't leave
until Monday morning because there is work to be
done - always grass to cut, fences to mend, manure
to be spread, horses to be wormed, groomed, ridden -
whatever. It's never a dull moment. What I've found
this spring is that I don't mind the grime so much.
I don't mind getting really dirty and hot. Nature is
all around me and I am learning new things every day
that were perhaps right in front of me all along.
I've learned that grass is beautiful and living in
the country means it doesn't have to be perfect and
trimmed. It's a source of food and survival for my
horse - one that he runs for joy in as soon as he
finds the first patch of regrown clover - in my past
life, I would have sprayed these pesky little
patches until I was sure they wouldn't come back.
Now I seek them out, pick a handful and hand feed my
horse his clover treat. All the physical work has
been a great distraction for me - in a good way.
It's methodical and laborious and allows my mind to
quit working and just "be." I finally get to
experience being a human "being" instead of a human
"doing."
The early morning cup of coffee on the porch brought
a special gift this past weekend. My Canadian geese
have goslings! Six of them. Their fierce commitment
to the protection of their young amazes me. I
watched as my Labrador accidentally discovered the
goslings. Normally she runs at the geese and chases
them back to the water if they get too close to the
house. She tried this as usual this weekend - both
Mom and Dad stood their ground between Daisy (the
crazy lab) and their precious babies, expanded their
wings fully and flapped at her like crazy. She
tucked her tail and hauled butt back to the porch. I
patted her head and told her she was a smart dog.
Reflections of spring come to me as I listen to the
heavy spring showers on my metal roof. It's the
white noise of it that calms my mind and allows me
to let go of any expectations I had for the day. I
visit my grandmother's fresh grave and marvel at how
fast the grass is beginning to cover the newly
spread soil. I almost want to scream "stop, I'm not
ready for her to be covered yet." And, the new grass
reminds me that I don't get to choose when growth
happens.
Two extraordinary (yet quite ordinary) blue robin
eggs found their way to the ground under our mighty
pines after a storm - unbroken yet destined to
always remain in this perfect and unhatched state.
We added them to our collection of abandoned nests
and eggs in a ritualistic salute to all the
beautiful lessons we've learned from bird watching
this spring. The are such simple yet highly tuned
creatures.
Ahhh ... I love the life I have created for myself
and I too am astounded at all the lessons nature has
to teach me this spring that my intellect cannot
process fast enough.
Stacey Cotton
Oakland, TN, U.S.
(WWTW, Delavan, WI)
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